The trickle of water over rocks made me look up. Sebastian sat across from me studying a globe that floated between us a few centimeters above the grass.
"Hey, Sebastian, good to see you."
He
glanced up. "Are you ready to try again, Frau Schwarzbach?"
I
examined the floating sphere more closely. Its surface resembled the version of
the Snakes and Ladders game I had played once with a metaphysical Sebastian on
my first night in Germany. The board had been flat and resembled the one Gus
and I had played as kids. It had been an antique, possibly a family heirloom,
although my mother had never told us where it came from. That board was
hand-carved wood, highly intricate in detail, and more sinister-looking than
the U.S. version, Chutes and Ladders.
This
version also had wooden ladders and snakes, but looked realistically earthlike.
The landscape moved as if alive. And
the surface was now wrapped around a sphere. I wondered if there were fault
zones and magma chambers underneath. Were there mantle, core and crust? My
wooden cat stood where it had last been, between a snake and a ladder.
Sebastian
sat with legs folded yoga-like, his back straight and head erect. Was this a
shared dream with Sebastian? Did it have something to do with the presence of
the talisman? Sebastian had alluded to my first Snakes and Ladders dream on
Samhain. How was that possible? Or had he wanted me to believe he knew what I
was talking about?
"Frau
Schwarzbach?"
"Sebastian.
I have so many questions. Things just don't make any sense. Why is it now a
globe?"
"A
good question. It may have something to do with evolving relationships." He
bowed his head. "One question. Many questions. Each question needs its own
time and place. Do you have a specific question?"
Specific.
I could do that. Heinrich. Talisman. Being bound. I started to speak, but
Sebastian stopped me with a hand upheld. "Form the question in your head."
He
held his hand out to the wooden ball covered with embossed symbols that hung in
place above the globe, like a diminutive satellite. I couldn't imagine anyone
talented enough to have carved them all by hand. They were so perfect and so
tiny.
I
paused, my finger poised above the ball. The last time I had done this, Hagen
snubbed me. Gus disappeared. I nearly drowned. But several other things had
also happened.
I
saved Gus. Hagen said he needed me, adored me. Death tipped his hat to me, a
gesture I interpreted as his personal endorsement of my decision to carry on
living. I had new friends, good friends. Samantha and Anna and Tony and
Jacqueline. I also had new enemies. Dagmar Abel and a man with eyes like mine.
Exactly like mine.
That same man followed me to Hannover and back; the
man I had shared an Otherworld vision with had threatened me and was in cahoots
with Dagmar. My game piece was caught
between a snake and a ladder. Not neutral but a little bit of both. Who was
the man with my eyes?
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